I repeat: I DON’T BEG!
No one should, most especially if it’s for love or affection or attention. And never if it’s for friendship.
Friendship, or any relationship in particular, is something given to you, not something you ask for. It’s something both parties are willing to share. And it shouldn’t be laborious. It shouldn’t be toxic or suffocating or destructive. I won’t say it should be perfect. It will never be perfect. But it should definitely be mutual in all aspect.
If it’s not, then it’s time to stop. It’s not gonna work.
And don’t ever beg.