I was writing for 2 hrs already. It was I think 6 paragraphs already. I really really want to vent it out. I feel so dumb waiting, and now that I realized that, I feel so angry.
I was done writing it. But it was full of bitterness and hatred and sorrow. It wasn’t something beautiful. And just this time, I care about those who might read it and would get upset after. As much as I have my emotional burdens, I know there are few people around here who could read it and the disturbing content of it would just be so upsetting… because that’s how I felt, I was upset.
But. It is a choice. My choice not to scatter the seeds of negativity. So, nevermind. I had written it anyway, just a portion of personal stuff that I don’t like to share to anyone.
I’m hoping for a brighter day tomorrow. This one actually sucks 💔