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Negatively charged

I just think I need to vent out today, right now, at this moment. My head throbs for all these random thoughts I have inside. It’s just too much that it hurts already.

Writing down my thoughts helps me so much. It’s therapeutic to me but I am not a writer, I’m not good in it. I like reading a lot. I read a lot. I could be good in reading. News, articles, blogs, novels, pdfs, all sorts. But I’m never good in writing. I guess because what I have in head are like electrons in an atom – freely moving on its orbit without any particular direction.

I’m clueless where THIS will lead me, where my thoughts are going, where the words are heading me. I just need to write it down. Because if I don’t, I feel like I would just explode and breakdown any minute.

I don’t write for other people to amaze them and inspire them. I don’t write to entertain them. And for the record, I don’t write to impress anyone, or to satisfy their emotions. It may sound selfish, but I write for myself. Because it’s the only way to trail my thoughts in one concept. Obviously, now isn’t like that. I write because it helps me calm down. It helps me shut my mouth but still voice out my emotions.

My emotions. The very reason why I’m complicated as a person. My emotions. Also the reason why I am here. My writings are reflection of myself. These words are personal to me. Because every word has my emotions. The words say it all.

I am like an electron right now. I’m revolving around my cloud, randomly. Confuse to why I am doing this but I know I have to.  An elementary particle because I have no known  composition and substructure. Most of all, because I am negatively charged.
I am. 

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Well. This is, for most of the time, the hardest part to fill in. Maybe because I am not the type of person who loves to talk about herself. But in this site you can read the pieces of my life, my ups and downs, my victories and defeats. This is the only outlet where my brain can team up with my heart. For everyone who can't construct the words in the clouds of life. Happy reading! ❤️

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