I’m so scared. I don’t know what to do anymore. The feelings I have, the fucking emotional instabilities, it hurts a lot!
Can you please make it stop? I’m hurting. You trying it again, me being vulnerable and stupid. Can you please don’t hurt me anymore? I’m patching myself up, rebuilding myself.
I fucking miss you. All the time. But I know I can’t, I shouldn’t. Will you make it stop?
This stupid brain, I don’t understand anymore. I don’t know what to do. All I know is I am hurt, and it’s because of you.
So please, make it stop.