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I just want it to end

All these loneliness, and hopelessness and worthlessness… can it just evaporate?

I’m just so tired of all of it. All of it. My heart is not strong. I’m tired of giving my whole me for a crumb of you. I pity myself for giving my all to the point of nothing left for me. I’m tired of it.

I just want to be happy again. To be needed, cared about, and most of all, to be loved as I am. 

I let you see me, let my guard down. I let the walls collapse. Because I thought it would all worth it. Was it?

But I can’t fight anymore. I just want it to end. 😒



Well. This is, for most of the time, the hardest part to fill in. Maybe because I am not the type of person who loves to talk about herself. But in this site you can read the pieces of my life, my ups and downs, my victories and defeats. This is the only outlet where my brain can team up with my heart. For everyone who can't construct the words in the clouds of life. Happy reading! ❀️

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