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Whilst it lasts?

Love is a scary thing. Sure it’s a happy feeling, but it is scary. I think love is not built for the weak at heart, for people scared to take risks, but for people who would take a leap of faith.

They say, it feels good to be in loved. But it is a hell of loops and turns in roller coaster ride. The question is, would you just be there while it lasts? Or runaway when it’s over?

I’ve read an article and also watchef a short vid about these exes, who after 7 years of relationship broke up, and accepted the offer of seeing each other again and talk to each other about what happened to them. It’s a pain to watch, my heart was hurt. But there was this one question that made me think a little longer and it goes like this:

The girl asked “why would you want to be friends with your ex?”

And the guy answered “because I miss you”.

Yes, 7 years. I could really see that the girl was still upset over their issues, but so as the guy. They are both hurt, they are each other’s wrecked ship, but because I know deep inside the love is still there, they could still look in each other’s eyes and say the most sincere things. I envy that capability.

Why can’t we just forget the people we care about that easy? Why do we still think of them from time to time? Why do we linger and remember?

Love requires a lot of understanding and patience and acceptance. All the pain and sacrifices and effort will all be worth it if we only just believe in it and take a leap of faith.
So to you, 

I would just leave my little message here… I never stopped, never in a second. It’s still you, but I would get through this, I know I can. I know I don’t have the capability to unlove you, but I’m trying my very best. It’s just a pang in my heart when I know that’s not what I deserved. Someday, it would go away… But please let me enjoy whilst it lasts.




Well. This is, for most of the time, the hardest part to fill in. Maybe because I am not the type of person who loves to talk about herself. But in this site you can read the pieces of my life, my ups and downs, my victories and defeats. This is the only outlet where my brain can team up with my heart. For everyone who can't construct the words in the clouds of life. Happy reading! ❀️

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