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I hope someday…

I came across this and all of a sudden I felt surge of feelings for this. It’s way too much for an emotion, way way too much.

Time, circumstances, and self. These are the things we need to fix first before we can move on. And as I learn, there is a time and place for everything. If it hasn’t arrived yet, it is not yet the time.

Sighs! This is too much to read.

*I do not own the text above although it is my screenshot. P.K is Peter Kavinsky from Jenny Han’s To All The Boys I’ve Loved Before*

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I would wait.

No matter how much I miss you today, that I want to see and talk to you, that I want to know you’re just there…I will just wait.

I don’t like to sound so needy and clingy and check my phone from time to time, thinking that you might leave me a message, so I will keep on waiting. Our time difference is so much of a challenge, but it doesn’t matter because I would still wait. 

I know I should not miss you. I know I should not have any attachment. But it’s a hard thing not to do, a hard thing not to have. 

I’m expecting nothing at all. I think I just want to wait for the things ahead, it might be a picture with or without you. I just feel thousand of flowers blooming, birds singing, trees dancing when you’re there. It’s kinda euphoric, but also depressive.

 Right now, it’s waiting game again.

I know, you told me once that let the guy wait. Funny enough that literally, it is me who is waiting. For you.