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My perfect battlefield

It is pretty funny how terrible you were when you’re emotional and breaking down. It is even funnier when you recognize you’re terrible when you’re healed and better. I’m looking back at those months ago of stupidity when I was overly dramatic and claiming all the pain in this world and I’m glad all I can do is laugh now. Lol.

Well, I’ve tried to write down anything in this blog for weeks already. It was actually frustrating to the point that my head throbbed in pain just to think of a topic to post. Then now I acknowledge I’m no writer at all when I am calm. I think this brain only functions when I am in deep emotions (whatever emotion it may be). My life ins’t dull at the moment but I think I don’t have such extreme drive to share them. This is healing, and I am embracing all the therapeutic and non-therapeutic measures.
Sometimes it feels better not to feel the extremes at all. It sounds boring, but it is peaceful. There is this saying that you leave everything behind and find yourself in the process again. Maybe I am in this phase of life at the moment. I may be dull and boring and lifeless, but it feels good and serene and calming. I don’t lose myself, although this world never gets tired of throwing up hard stuff on you, I’ve mastered the game of protecting thy self first πŸ™‚
For the record I have nothing else to share. Really. Nothing.
But I’d like to pass this calmness in me to all the readers out there, trying to gather all the inspiration I once lost when I had let myself be destroyed. Really it is nice to look back at those hard rocks thrown at you because the scars remind you of how strong you are for enduring and fighting the battle. It isn’t always about winning the battle, it is more of how well you did in the battlefield! So much feels for this. πŸ™‚
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22 years ❀️

05-11-2016 (Philippine Time)

At last, this day came again. I would honestly say, I always look forward to every 11th day of May. Not just because it is my birthday, but more of ua special day for me in every aspect. I feel like this day, I am this special person to everyone. And I enjoy the feeling for I know this just happens once in every 365 days of Earth.

Thankful- The greetings of everyone, be they know me personally or not, made me feel really really special. 

Blessed- The thing that I celebrated it with my family, relatives, friends, officemates; I mean who wouldn’t feel so blessed if you celebrate it with the people you love?

Loved- In every single way, this is not spoken, this was felt deep down my spine. I just felt loved, and elated and proud and intoxicatingly happy ❀️

Thank you everyone for celebrating the day with me. I couldn’t thank you enough for this heart is exploding with happiness. 

Happy 22nd Year of Life, Chin. 😍

And everybody else wished me for love life… I just laughed because in my mind I can’t wish for more. That thing is just a bonus, I’m not in a hurry anyway… 22 years and not a single boyfriend, I guess the walls are just so majestic no one is interested in checking. Lol.

Now you know why I love number eleven. Happy 11th day of May. 

 Meeeeow 🐱🐱🐱🐱🐱🐱🐱